do you like me, check yes or no
by Chairy Girl
I really thought things would improve once I hit college. I thought that people would be more mature….. I thought a lot of things.
rudiegirl3: yo
Socksoup: hidily ho
rudiegirl3: how’s it going
Socksoup: ya know
Socksoup: yea
rudiegirl3: this is the part where you ask how i am.
Socksoup: how are u?
rudiegirl3: i’m great, thanks for asking
Socksoup: no prob
Socksoup: how ws shopping?
Socksoup: *was
Socksoup: sorry i messed up
rudiegirl3: it was fun, we went to the health food store then chris asked if i wanted to go to a movie, he had a free pass for a sneak preview of mulholland rd
rudiegirl3: it was sooooooo weird
rudiegirl3: it f’ed me up
Socksoup: whats that about?
rudiegirl3: i dont even know
rudiegirl3: it’s just weird
Socksoup: hm
Socksoup: you saw it correct?
rudiegirl3: yup
rudiegirl3: it’s very weird
rudiegirl3: no plot
Socksoup: no plot
rudiegirl3: just a bunch of random events
Socksoup: taken place where
rudiegirl3: hollywood
Socksoup: hm
Socksoup: i dont think ive ever seen any previews or anything for it
rudiegirl3: me neither
rudiegirl3: i had no idea what it was going into it
Socksoup: yikes
Socksoup: im scared
Socksoup: are you ok now?
rudiegirl3: from the movie? Yeah i’m fine chris and me listened to the aquabats and ate vegan ice cream =) it was sooo good
Socksoup: hmmm
Socksoup: well then
Socksoup: sounds like a date to me
rudiegirl3: yes
rudiegirl3: yes it was
Socksoup: 🙁
Socksoup: hm
Socksoup: sooo what are you doing now?
rudiegirl3: just chatting
rudiegirl3: i probably should go to sleep
rudiegirl3: but whatever
Socksoup: hm
Socksoup: well
Socksoup: what time do you have class tomorow?
rudiegirl3: 9:25
Socksoup: hm
rudiegirl3: hm indeed!
rudiegirl3: thursdays are cool
Socksoup: yee ha?
Socksoup: not for me
rudiegirl3: cause i have the whole afternoon off
Socksoup: they are sad
Socksoup: i have all day taken up
Socksoup: its very tiring
Socksoup: and sad
Socksoup: i feel like poopie afterwards
rudiegirl3: i’m sorry
rudiegirl3: fridays are kinda like that for me
rudiegirl3: and saturdays
Socksoup: hm
Socksoup: yea yea
Socksoup: so who are ya talkin to
rudiegirl3: this guy nyr from back home who moved away who i havent talked to for a year, cliff from back home, chris, and you
rudiegirl3: and i’m looking for vegan recipes
rudiegirl3: how bout you?
Socksoup: just you
rudiegirl3: man i want another sandwich
Socksoup: me too
Socksoup: i hardly eat
Socksoup: it makes me hungry
Socksoup: and sad
rudiegirl3: yeah me too
rudiegirl3: i wish i could cook
rudiegirl3: i think of all the good stuff i could be making
Socksoup: i think you would be a happier person
Socksoup: ‘if you could cook
rudiegirl3: definitely
rudiegirl3: i wouldnt whine about the cafeteria so much
Socksoup: and therefore i would be happier
Socksoup: not beacuse of the whining part
Socksoup:
Socksoup: just because you would be happier
Socksoup: thats why i would be happier
rudiegirl3: i see
rudiegirl3: mmmm tofu sandwich
Socksoup: yikes
Socksoup: mmm love to scratch em
Socksoup: liiiizzzzaaaa
Socksoup: wheeerrreee are you?
rudiegirl3: i’m here
rudiegirl3: calm down
Socksoup: ok im sorry
Socksoup: do you like me
Socksoup: check yes or no
Socksoup: O yes , O no
rudiegirl3: but i’m on the computer!
Socksoup: Ø use that
Socksoup: like
Socksoup: O yes, Ø no
rudiegirl3: i think you want me to say no
Socksoup: i think
Socksoup: that you dont want to break up with me
Socksoup: but you dont really really like me
Socksoup: or maybe you are jus busy
rudiegirl3: this sucks adam, i thought we cleared everything up the other night, why are you being so difficult, i cant take this anymore
rudiegirl3: you’re even jealous of my gay friend
rudiegirl3: it’s ridiculous
Socksoup: no
Socksoup: it just seems like you were happier before
Socksoup: and now you dont seem as happy
rudiegirl3: because you never bugged me if i liked you or not
rudiegirl3: and you would call or IM or treat me like your girlfriend or something
Socksoup: i do call and i do im me
Socksoup: you
Socksoup: and you
Socksoup: get mad at me
rudiegirl3: you didnt im me tonihgt
Socksoup: because i wasnt at my computer
Socksoup: i just leave it on
Socksoup: and then i notice its on later
Socksoup: thats why you were getting mad at me for not asking you how you were
Socksoup: because i wasnt really there
Socksoup: and of course you jump to the conclusion that i don want to talk to you
Socksoup: even though i call and leave messages
Socksoup: and you arent ever there
Socksoup: but i spend every time that i can with you
Socksoup: but whatever
rudiegirl3: so you ask me if i like you all the bloody time
Socksoup: i dont think i should ask you
Socksoup: but thats probably just me
Socksoup: you are right
Socksoup: im just a fucking idiot
rudiegirl3: i never said that
Socksoup: and im sorry
Socksoup: but whatever
Socksoup: anyway you cant take it anymore
rudiegirl3: is that a question or a statement
Socksoup: that is what you said earlier
rudiegirl3: yeah
Socksoup: you cant take it anymore
Socksoup: are you done then?
rudiegirl3: adam since you keep asking me so much i think you want me to say it’s done
Socksoup: no
rudiegirl3: so ok, fine, go ahead, tell everyone i dumped you
Socksoup: no fucking way
rudiegirl3: tell them how evil and heartless i am and how you’re a poor little innocent
Socksoup: what the fuck is wrong with you?
Socksoup: will you please stop
rudiegirl3: please dont use words like that with me
Socksoup: how can i not?
Socksoup: what do you want me to say?
Socksoup: should i be happy?
rudiegirl3: no but you dont have to curse
Socksoup: well i have the right
rudiegirl3: well i asked you to please not
rudiegirl3: cause i dont do it to you
Socksoup: why are you going to do that
Socksoup: am i that annoying?
Socksoup: because i want you to pay attention to me sometimes?
rudiegirl3: no! i was paying attention to you today and you fell asleep! it’s annoying because you can’t let me even hang out with anyone else without thinking that i’m ignoring you
Socksoup: ok
Socksoup: i told you i was tired
rudiegirl3: chris is my friend, he’s been my friend for a really long time and i really value him
Socksoup: i said it repeatedly
Socksoup: ok thats fine
Socksoup: i dont care
Socksoup: you act like its only chris
Socksoup: but its not
rudiegirl3: who else is it then
Socksoup: i dont care what you do with chris
Socksoup: you are always gone
Socksoup: beacuse frankly im really boring
Socksoup: and i cant live up to your standards of fun
Socksoup: why is it that you really want to break up with me?
Socksoup: will you tell me that?
rudiegirl3: i never even said that i did~!!!!
rudiegirl3: you went all jumping to crazy conclusions
Socksoup: you said you were breaking up with me
rudiegirl3: when?
Socksoup: rudiegirl3: so ok, fine, go ahead, tell everyone i dumped you
Socksoup: rudiegirl3: tell them how evil and heartless i am and how you’re a poor little innocent
Socksoup: what was that?
rudiegirl3: cause i think you want me to dump you
rudiegirl3: so i said that
rudiegirl3: i thought it’d make you feel better
Socksoup: how would that make me feel better
rudiegirl3: if that’s what you wanted to hear
Socksoup: you think thats what i wanted to hear?
rudiegirl3: it seems like it.
Socksoup: i just dont think that you really like me
Socksoup: but then i guess i think that
Socksoup: because im really annoying
Socksoup: and i piss you off all the time
Socksoup: which makes you give the appearance of disgust towards me
Socksoup: so im sorry
Socksoup: and i understand you need a break from me
Socksoup: most of the time
rudiegirl3: i’m sorry if i’ve caused you any heartache
Socksoup: because you cant take my crap
Socksoup: well you have, but you dont have to make it permanent
rudiegirl3: you probably can’t take mine, i’m guessing, i feel a lot of hostility
Socksoup: well i dont like getting dumped
Socksoup: its not a pleasant thing for me
Socksoup: are you there anymore?
rudiegirl3: i’m here
Socksoup: ok
Socksoup: im sorry
Socksoup: ill go now
rudiegirl3: no no we’ll talk all you want
Socksoup: .. ok
Socksoup: so how are you
rudiegirl3: i’ve been better
rudiegirl3: you?
Socksoup: bad
Socksoup: so will you put up with me some more?
rudiegirl3: i dont know adam this happens way too much for people who’ve only known each other a month
Socksoup: what
Socksoup: its happened twice
Socksoup: and thats within the past two days or whatever
Socksoup: thats not bad
rudiegirl3: ok i’m off for now
Socksoup: what?
Socksoup: you are leaving?
rudiegirl3: never mind brb
rudiegirl3: hold on
rudiegirl3: i gotta go
rudiegirl3: i’m sorry
rudiegirl3: i need to get out of this rom
rudiegirl3: room
Socksoup: oh
Socksoup: k
Socksoup: so you dont want to talk
rudiegirl3: i’m talked to death
Socksoup: ok
Socksoup: im sorry
rudiegirl3: goodnight
Socksoup: good bye
Socksoup: dont break up with me
rudiegirl3: stop making me feel guilty and like this is all me
Socksoup: what?
rudiegirl3: you have a girlfriend back home anyways
rudiegirl3: goodnight
Socksoup: why do you say that?
